Hard to Handle

This past week has been difficult. Something happened that has made me sad and uncertain of what will happen. It has been difficult to turn to God and completely trust him with what is ahead, but I know I need to. I need to believe that whatever happens He will walk through it with us. I'm not going to say much more. Yesterday was a very bad day and I could hardly handle it. I ended up going to bed at 9pm and it was really nice to get that extra sleep. Yesterday I also phoned a friend and had a great talk with her. It was just nice to share with somebody and know that she understood. She helped a lot and was as encouraging as she could be. Please pray for me, even though you have no clue what I'm talking about.
On top of this, Little M has not been having very good naps. We have switched her to a big bed and the first few days she did great and now every time we put her to bed she makes a big fuss and often for naps won't go to sleep for over an hour and then finally crashes. Yesterday I'm sure she ended up falling asleep on the floor because it looked like she had rug imprints on her skin from laying on the carpet. I look forward to the day when she is settled in her new bed and sleeps easily again. Hopefully that comes soon.
Today was a pretty good morning. The kids and I went grocery shopping and then we played outside for an hour. I love the fall weather. It's so refreshing. The kids had lots of fun playing out there as usual.
Tonight is the first night for our home group. I am looking forward to starting that up again and having a weekly time together with people.